Kaash...

I don't know why but I am feelin this incredible pain like sum1 just aimed an arrow rite in the middle of my chest. I don't hav any reason 2 feel this way, every thing's goin fine but I don't know why sumthing just doesn't feel rite.......

My baby Kaaraj left today and I am super bummed abt it. It felt soooo good to hav a kid around. U know when u hav those really crappy days, I'd just go play with him and put him to sleep and it didn't seem bad anymore. Its almost as if he gave me a reason to cum home. I think I like kids in their baby phase better cos they can't talk so they can't tell u that ur irritating them....lol! I am gonna miss putting him to sleep, I am gonna miss hearing him say Papa when I'd ask him 2 say Mama., I am gonna miss him pullin may hair, I am gonna miss his cute lil laughter, I am gonna miss that lil cutie pie sooooo much:(
Fortunately 2 other kids arrive as replacements on Sunday...man am I glad abt havin a huge family. Sumtimes I just wanna hav a baby so bad its almost like my maternal instincts are beginning to kick in. I don't know if I'll be a good mother but I do know that its the one thing that I'd try my best to be good at.
My brother's cumin in a couple of days and I am super excited abt that. God I miss him so much(seems like this blog is all about missin ur family)..and he's gonna be here for sumtime so its gonna be like the good old days.

This blog was supposed be like a two line thingy cos I am not supposed to write a blog now (I hav my exams goin on) but I always hav so much to say....anyways I wrote it really fast so sorry for all the grammatical and spellin errors.

This ones by a band called THE CALL, they sound like Creed only they sing in hindi..

Wo raastay
gumm na hote
hum sehra na
bhatakte

un sadiyon ke
safar mein
uss waqt jo
theher jaate

Kuch toh tum keh jaate
Kuch toh tum keh jaate

kabhi to milo ge
kabhi to kaho ge
hum jo yun na jaate
kaash theher jaate

aaj bhi
talaash hai
wo raaste
chale thay jin pe

iss tarah kabhi yun
saath saath
hamesha
iss safar mein

hum tumse keh paate
hum tumse keh paate

kabhi to milo ge
kabhi to kaho ge
hum jo yun na jaate
kaash theher jaate

kabhi to milo ge
kabhi to kaho ge
hum jo yun na jaate
kaash theher jaate