My Happy Ending:)

Wow I am kinda feelin nervous writing this blog maybe cos its always tough saying goodbye. I by the way stink at goodbyes. Anyways I have realized that its time now to move on to bigger and better things in life and by that I mean a better blogging platform (LOL!). So I am doin it, I am makin a move to the best that there is. I hav absolutely luved writing here cos honestly this is by far the best way to vent or even save ur memories (I luv reading stuff I wrote ages bak). A part of me soo does not want to do this but I have to cos I have to. So this is it. But then every story needs an ending rite……so for all of u wondering wat happened well. ………I found my next challenge and its gonna be the toughest one so far and as usual I am shit scared. I am always shit scared when I decide to do sumthing big but then that is also the reason why I choose to do it……And no my story does not end with she met a guy, fell in luv and they lived happily ever after………cos well every1 has their own version of wat they’d want in their happy ending, turns out that’s not wat I want. In my defense I tried;-P Its tough tryin 2 force urself to fall in luv with sum1 and hats off to those who are successful at it……I am afraid I am not one of them. Also I did sumthing super stupid and sooo unlike me but I did it cos well every1 has their moments of weakness ok. I was hopin that it wud help me get closure…did I get it? hmmmmm, good question;-P Wat the hell does closure mean anyways…its just a crappy word and how do u know u got it? It not like a postcard that u receive in ur mail u know……Its so abstract and u just hav 2 assume u got it like I did. Moving on, today I am at peace and I hope that stays cos that is all we seek in life to have peace of mind and the hope that sumday ur heart can be as pure and innocent as it was the day u were born. I think now when I pray to god the thing that I pray for is the ability to forgive and forget those who did me wrong and I wish that I never loose humility and appreciation for everything that I have. I don’t know when this happened but I realized after ages I can be silly again without the fear of being vulnerable. Your trust is the most valuable thing you give to a person and you can only hope that he or she values it. I think I am a work in progress, we all need to change things about ourselves but awareness isn’t enuf if u aren’t really doin anything about it. I hope I am a better human being when I am ready to start a family cos I wud not be able to bring a child up knowing he or she deserves a better parent. I just recently realized how hard it is being a women. Cos being a women means giving unconditionally, it means thinking about every1 else but urself, it means having ten hands to so that u can go to work, feed ur child, make dinner, do the dishes, do the laundry, be a good partner, be a good mother and BE FUN!! I don’t know how women do it, I mean u seriously have to have super powers to have that kind of energy. So this ones my salute to all the loving women out there who work so hard to raise a family (Ya I know this a super feminist ending but then did u expect anything different from me)

So amazing how this world was made
I wonder if GOD is a woman
The gift of life astounds me till this day
I give it up for the woman
She's the constant wind that fills my sail
Oh that woman
With her smile and her style,my
She'll protect like a child
That's a woman

She'll put a smile upon your face
And take you to that higher place
So don't you under estimate
The strength of a woman
The strength of a woman

Woke up this morning
I got up with the scent of a woman
Just picture if you could what life would be
Ain't much good without a woman
She can nag and be a constant pain
Oh that woman
But those hips she's got me whipped
And it's just to hard to resist
What a woman

Tender lips that's so so sweet
Gentle words she softly speaks
Such an angel when we need
GOD bless the ground beneath her feet
She can take you on a high
Be your comfort when you cry
But if you look into her eyes
You'll see the strength of a woman
Strength of a woman

This is a picture of the house I live in, u see that yellow thingy on the post box it has my name on it and everyday when I cum bak from work all tired and I see my name there I feel a sense of accomplishment that cannot be described in words......



That's it for now Adios amigos, until we meet again :)