I have seen two romantic movies in the last 2 days, back to back. I am not really a move buff as such it was more out of boredom. The 1st one 'Enchanted' was more of a kiddy movie with a touch of romance an the 2nd one ' Jhoda Akbar' was well 4 hours long. And after watchin these 2 movies i've realized that i just cannot appriciate romantic movies any more. I swear had i seen these movies like a year bak i am sure wud hav been all- ohhhhhh how sweet!! but not anymore. As far as i am concerned romance is dead....Maybe after being in a relationship that didn't work out a part of me just feels like all those ' oh so sweet ' moments just happen in movies. I was the reason all those chik flicks worked and all of a sudden i don't understand i can't stand them now, its like i am not myself anymore.
Lately i have jus not felt like talkin 2 my friends, i feel like i can be on my own. Like i jus don't need them anymore. I remember long time bak this person i knew told me that - We don't really belong to anybody, we all came alone on this planet and eventually we'll die alone, we cannot share this journey with any1. Well at that point of time i thought wat a sad way of lookin at life, but now a part of me kinda agrees with it. I took this trip with my friends last month and after that trip i kinda realized how different we have all grown to be now. These are friends i've literally grow up with. This trip made me realize that there's a possibility that we might not even like the person that the other person has become. I always thought that its Ok if we don't hav anything in common as long as we care for each other but i guess i was wrong. Generally trips with your pals gets people closer but in this case it just feels the opposite.
Maybe its just a phase, i don't know...........
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