I was about to delete this blog yesterday cos i found out that my ex has been readin it. And trust me thats the last person i want around my blogs. Anyways i saw a comment on one of my blogs ( Thanx man! seriously) and i realized that somebody does actually reads this blog so i changed my mind. I cant tell u how pissed i was when i found out that this person was invading my space, i dont even remember givin him the link to this blog. I dont want some guy judgin me for every word i write and thats wat he's gonna do.This is my space and will write as i please. I havnt even felt like writin since i found out that the jerk's readin it. The worse thing is that i am completely incapable of being mean to him inspite of everythin i jus can't be mean to the guy. And if i do end up sayin sumthin then i'll feel guilty for the rest of my life for sayin it. Hell if i was any nicer to him i am sure i wud have attained sainthood by now. I really cant understand people who say and do mean things to others, how do they do it man? Do they not hav a conscious ?or do they simply justify their actions in their head and then rid themselves of the guilt. Watever the case is i jus wanna be able to be like them once in a while cos this conscious of mine jus stinks....
Anyways this is a message to Mr. Ex. - Stop readin my blog this very second ok and just live your life and let me live mine. I just dont want u around my blog and i know u dont need my permission to read it but if u hav any iota of decency then pls just let it be. I respected your wishes when u asked me to leave u alone and buzz off. And since that day i havnt done anything to cum in your way and i never will. So pls, this is my blog and this my space where i scribble every shitty thought that goes thru my head and i dont want u readin it ok.
8/04/07
Now i am feelin extremely guilty about writin this blog, I jus wanna say that i am sorry i dont mean to be rude or anythin. I am jus not comfortable with the idea of u readin my blog.....
No comments:
Post a Comment