Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom!!!!!

Free at last!!!!!! it seemed like my exams were never going 2 get over this time. Now that exams are over gonna be more regular with my blogs. Cos i am gonna be doin pretty much nuthin at all in the next 2 months. Honestly when i started this blog i didnt think i was gonna write much cos i wasn't sure i wud wanna share my thots with ppl i didnt even know. But now i feel like its one of the best ways of self expression.

Its funny how all my gr8 self revelations happen during my exams. Maybe cos i wanna think about eveythin but my studies. I think i hav let myself down this time. I didnt really work as hard i cud hav. And that sux because i luv wat i am studin now and there no excuse for not givin my best. So I promise next time i am gonna work twice as hard. And i am gonna be more regular. Only after u hav studied sumthin u hated do u realize the value of studin sumthin u enjoy.

There so much i wanna write i dont know where to start from. WARNING: this blog is gonna be really long..

I wanna start by thanking god for everythin he has givin me. Its only now i hav realised how lucky i am to be livin the life that i am livin. There are so many things that i am thankful for that i thot why not list them down..

1. I am really thankful for my health, I hav 2 legs & 2 hands which are perfectly fine. And other than a few allergies and skin problems i am pretty much in good health. I think its very important to appreciate all these things cos there are many ppl out there who can't say the same.

2. I am thankful for my family. My darlin bro and sis, i can't even imagine my life without them. My Mom and Dad 2. Now lets face it they are not the best parents in the world. But they aren't the worse either.

3. I am thankful for the home that i live in. I got almost homeless once and trust me its the worse feelin in the world. One of the reasons i really appriciate my Dad now is cos i know he has worked hard to provide for his family. For sum1 who didnt even hav enough money to eat when he came to Mumbai to bein able to buy a whole building he has cum a long way.

4. I am thankful for my amazin friends- Neha, Suhani, Shaista, Nisha, and even those whom i am not mentioning here rite now. U guys are amazin and i hav learned so much from each of u.
These are friends i can call in the middle of the nite and i know that they'll be there for me.

5. I am also thankfull to God for friends like Shaminder, Puneet, amd Hardeep. Thanx to them i still believe that there are good men out there. (Two of them are single so if any1's interested pls let me know)

6. I am thankful for my education.We are so lucky to get the chance to study. There was a time i was studin sumthin i didnt even like. But now that i think of it alteast i learned sumthin rite. So i am thankful for it all.

7. I am thankful for the trust that my parents hav in me now. These things take time but its a nice feelin to know that your parents trust u and know that u'll be resposibile

8. I am extremely thankful to god for my amazin trip 2 Goa. I'll remember it forever. Can't wait 2 go bak now.

9. I am also thankful for all those nite outs even the ones where i got completely sloshed (Good Times!!)

10. I am surprisingly also thankful for my not so gr8 last relationship. Cos i have learned a lota important lessons thanks to it. The good moments i'll cherish 4ever and the bad ones made me realize how strong i am as a person( I can give superwomen a run for her money...lol!)

11. (14/5/08 ) Ok I 4got a very important one i hav been financially independent for abt 2 years now (didnt wanna be a burden on my parents any more) and by gods grace things hav worked out so and hopefully will continue to do so.


So i think this is pretty much it for now, as far is my list is concerned....

Lately a lot of amazin guys hav been hitin on me. I am not complainin or anything. In fact i am flattered. These guys are so nice that i am even tempted a little to get to know them better. BUT, yes there's always a but rite. One of my reasons for not been interested in the guys that hav liked me has always been that he's too nice. Ya can u believe it, i mean how dumb is that. For sum reason i am not really attracted to very nice guys. I think i like guys who are mysterious or hav a lil grey side to them . No wonder i end up with losers. Cos instead of havin a lil grey side they turn out completely grey ( pls note the word grey is being used as a metaphor for not so gr8 human beings). Ya but this is not the reason y i am not interested in these guys. I dont wanna get tied down to any1 now. I like the freedom that being single gives, infact i thrive on it. I get so attached to the other person and so involved in the whole relationship thing i 4get my own dreams and aspirations. And now that i hav rediscovered them i don't wanna let them go. Atleast not till i am on my way to being the person that i strive to be. The process has begun but i still hav a long way 2 go. I wanna see the world, I really do. Maybe i hav been watchin too much Discovery travel and living, i dont know. But i really wanna explore the world, experience different cultures and try out different cuisines( yes food is the reason i do everything). And i cant wait 2 get started...In the meanwhile i am gonna practice the art of flirting. I am gettin pretty good at it by the way. I flirted beyond my own expectations in Goa...

Ok thats it for now, not that i hav run out of stuff to write i'll jus save it for next time.