Do you ever feel like you are alone...the more people you have around you the lonelier it gets in your head. Like there s just no one you can talk to....technically I have some one to fill in that supposed role in my life. But I just don't want to share with him anyone any more. When you confide in someone and tell them your deepest darkest secret and the only reaction you get from them is get over it, it kinda becomes difficult to tell them anything any more.
I don't want to bother the ones that matter cos I feel like I have hogged enough attention over the years, it's their time now. At what age is one supposed to handle all their problems themselves? At what point should one decided to not burden others with their pain and sorrow? Honestly I am not sure, I think some things just stir your core from within and you just end up in such a dark place you don't want to drag the people that matter in this dark hole. It's just not worth it cos once you are here it's very hard to see the light, it's very hard to understand why things happen the way they do, you stop believing in good, you star questioning the existence of god.
I don't want to bother the ones that matter cos I feel like I have hogged enough attention over the years, it's their time now. At what age is one supposed to handle all their problems themselves? At what point should one decided to not burden others with their pain and sorrow? Honestly I am not sure, I think some things just stir your core from within and you just end up in such a dark place you don't want to drag the people that matter in this dark hole. It's just not worth it cos once you are here it's very hard to see the light, it's very hard to understand why things happen the way they do, you stop believing in good, you star questioning the existence of god.
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