Oh God so much has happened since i last wrote where do i even start. For starters my exams are over (finally!! they went on for a whole month) and I officially hav nuthin 2 do so will obviously be writtin more often. My exams were just ok not that gr8. I think these exams made me realize that i am not sure if i want to study further, i mean after my MBA. Don't get me wrong i luv studin and readin i just hate the whole concept of exams man. Just because I can't vomit the stuff that i read in those three hours doesn't make me any less smart or less intelligent, as long as I understand and apply wat i read. Also i stink when it cums to thinkin under pressure so i end up screwin the application based questions in the exam. I mean i can think of how to apply those stupid fundas infact i do it all the time for my projects but u don't sit and decide to think u know, this stuff jus cums to me when i am walkin home from coll or gettin ready to sleep or when i am sleepin (a lota stuff cums to me when i am sleepin) Ok so maybe i will study ahead but definetly not sumthin where i hav to give these stupid exams...
So much has happened in Mumbai in the last couple of days that i just dont hav words to desciribe it..
I think i am jus completely heart broken cos no matter wat we do it just keeps happenin over and over again. We all know that we gotta change sumthing - is it our own attitude, is it the system, is it the politicians. Honestly i don't really know. But WE HAV TO DO SUMTHING cos if we don't then one of these days its gonna be one of us or sum1 we luv who'll loose their lives in this war. I don't think i hav ever watched so much news in my entire life. You know that thot - wat if one our luved ones was out there, wat if sum1 we knew was hurt. The fear of not knowin wats happennin and wat will happen just gets to u sooner or later. And this fear is exactly wat our enemies are trying to create with such actions. My only question is why ? wat are these people gonna get out of this? Those were innocent people who died out there and yes right now everybody's tryin to say that we care. But within a couple of days this government of ours and our so called leaders are gonna 4get about the whole thing and for them life will be back to normal. Even in situations like these the political parties can't stop from maligning each other and the blame game has already begun. The other day i was cumin bak from college and i saw this hoardin of a party which had pictures of the martyrs and said that we won't let their sacrifice go to waste. I mean this is how low they can fall to get attention, alteast leave the dead alone. I can only imagine how people who live in Jammu and kashmir must be feelin. Its impossible to live in an environment where these kind of things are happening around u all the time. Eventually the fear and paranoia will just get to u. Honestly i hate politics i always hav and i always will. And even in a situation like this i just can't get myself to be interested .....
I read Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho yesterday. I kinda came across this book sumtime bak but i kinda felt like readin about a prostitute and her life is just not my thing. Then this friends of mine put up sum amazin extracts from the book and that kinda changed my mind. I luved the Alchemist written by Paulo Coelho as well so kinda had really high expectations from this book. But when i read it i just didn't feel i cud relate to any of it at all. I liked the first half of the book but then the 2nd half was a complete drag. It felt like i was readin one of those Mills & Boons novels. I think sum where we all want to go out and discover the world, experience true love and have our happy ending just like the protagonist of the book Maria. But the the choices she makes on her way to find true love and in the name of adventure are just plain stupid. I just cudn't relate to it. Also sumwhere after she lands in Switzerland the writer just fails to make the story more interesting. The story kinda gets very predictable and the reader is left with no curiosity watsoever. Now the thing is Paulo Coelho isn't the kinda writer who gives out messages like those self help books, he expects the reader to find them hidden within the story. But i just cudn't, i think maybe i just missed sumthing there. I think this book is for those die hard romantics and i am just not one of them. What i did like in the book are the parts from Maria's Dairy. I really liked the story about the women and the bird. Also there's this question that I hav had at the bak of my mind and after readin this book it just kinda resurfaced. How important is it to hav a physical realtionship with the person you are in luv with ? Is physical intimacy the end it all of expressin how u feel for a person? Personally i don't think so. But then i am sure most men wud disagree with me. Besides how do u know that its love and not just plain old lust as is seen in most cases. I think if u luv a persons mind and heart then thats more than enough to make a relationship work. I am not a very traditional person actually but i think one of the reasons i feel this way is cos wat if u hav a physical relationship with a person u r in luv with and things don't work out, u just end up feelin dirty and impure then. Besides for most people doin it is not a big deal these days. And guys as we all know wud say just about anything to get in a girls pants. Just because sumbody says "I luv u" doesn't mean that they actually do. Bolne mein kya jata hai...Personally i feel that u give yourself to a person whom u feel u wanna commit to and u r sure this is the person u wanna spend the rest of your life with, make babies with and grow old together . Call me old fashioned if u like but thats how i feel. I hav decided that i think i'll tell my parents if i see anybody now, i don't really wanna do the whole lying thing any more. I am 24 and i don't wanna behave like a school girl whose afraid of her parents. Been there done that....
So much has happened in Mumbai in the last couple of days that i just dont hav words to desciribe it..
I think i am jus completely heart broken cos no matter wat we do it just keeps happenin over and over again. We all know that we gotta change sumthing - is it our own attitude, is it the system, is it the politicians. Honestly i don't really know. But WE HAV TO DO SUMTHING cos if we don't then one of these days its gonna be one of us or sum1 we luv who'll loose their lives in this war. I don't think i hav ever watched so much news in my entire life. You know that thot - wat if one our luved ones was out there, wat if sum1 we knew was hurt. The fear of not knowin wats happennin and wat will happen just gets to u sooner or later. And this fear is exactly wat our enemies are trying to create with such actions. My only question is why ? wat are these people gonna get out of this? Those were innocent people who died out there and yes right now everybody's tryin to say that we care. But within a couple of days this government of ours and our so called leaders are gonna 4get about the whole thing and for them life will be back to normal. Even in situations like these the political parties can't stop from maligning each other and the blame game has already begun. The other day i was cumin bak from college and i saw this hoardin of a party which had pictures of the martyrs and said that we won't let their sacrifice go to waste. I mean this is how low they can fall to get attention, alteast leave the dead alone. I can only imagine how people who live in Jammu and kashmir must be feelin. Its impossible to live in an environment where these kind of things are happening around u all the time. Eventually the fear and paranoia will just get to u. Honestly i hate politics i always hav and i always will. And even in a situation like this i just can't get myself to be interested .....
I read Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho yesterday. I kinda came across this book sumtime bak but i kinda felt like readin about a prostitute and her life is just not my thing. Then this friends of mine put up sum amazin extracts from the book and that kinda changed my mind. I luved the Alchemist written by Paulo Coelho as well so kinda had really high expectations from this book. But when i read it i just didn't feel i cud relate to any of it at all. I liked the first half of the book but then the 2nd half was a complete drag. It felt like i was readin one of those Mills & Boons novels. I think sum where we all want to go out and discover the world, experience true love and have our happy ending just like the protagonist of the book Maria. But the the choices she makes on her way to find true love and in the name of adventure are just plain stupid. I just cudn't relate to it. Also sumwhere after she lands in Switzerland the writer just fails to make the story more interesting. The story kinda gets very predictable and the reader is left with no curiosity watsoever. Now the thing is Paulo Coelho isn't the kinda writer who gives out messages like those self help books, he expects the reader to find them hidden within the story. But i just cudn't, i think maybe i just missed sumthing there. I think this book is for those die hard romantics and i am just not one of them. What i did like in the book are the parts from Maria's Dairy. I really liked the story about the women and the bird. Also there's this question that I hav had at the bak of my mind and after readin this book it just kinda resurfaced. How important is it to hav a physical realtionship with the person you are in luv with ? Is physical intimacy the end it all of expressin how u feel for a person? Personally i don't think so. But then i am sure most men wud disagree with me. Besides how do u know that its love and not just plain old lust as is seen in most cases. I think if u luv a persons mind and heart then thats more than enough to make a relationship work. I am not a very traditional person actually but i think one of the reasons i feel this way is cos wat if u hav a physical relationship with a person u r in luv with and things don't work out, u just end up feelin dirty and impure then. Besides for most people doin it is not a big deal these days. And guys as we all know wud say just about anything to get in a girls pants. Just because sumbody says "I luv u" doesn't mean that they actually do. Bolne mein kya jata hai...Personally i feel that u give yourself to a person whom u feel u wanna commit to and u r sure this is the person u wanna spend the rest of your life with, make babies with and grow old together . Call me old fashioned if u like but thats how i feel. I hav decided that i think i'll tell my parents if i see anybody now, i don't really wanna do the whole lying thing any more. I am 24 and i don't wanna behave like a school girl whose afraid of her parents. Been there done that....
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