Lost no more;-)

Its weired but I am finding a part of me that i thot i had lost 4ever in the same place where i lost it..i don't know if this makes any sense. I think I have a sad soul. There's this part of me thats always gonna be sad and heart broken. But lately I have been feeling maybe -that part has begun to shrink. And a part of me is feeling so guilty about. I mean thats sounds so stupid, why would sum1 feel guilty about not being sad. It just makes no sense at all.......I purposely listen to songs that wud make me sad but the thing is they don't make me sad anymore. I know I am not in the best situation rite now but u know wat i am gonna make the best out of it. AND I WON'T QUIT. I have just started, so things are not goin the way i had planned . But wat the heck- Life's wat happens to u when ur busy makin plans (heard this sumwhere). I luv myself to the point of being narcissistic....but the one thing that i luv the most about myself is that I am super resilient I never give up that easily. So I am not gonna give up ...at least not rite now. So screw the world for trying to put me down!!!!

So I came bak from work today and found myself livin in Barbie's house. I don't know wat got into my Mom but she's turned my room into a pink bubble;-) Its been so long since I hav laughed or even smiled from within..I think I forgot how to be happy. And I don't mean the superficial happy....I mean the kinda happy that makes ur face glow. A couple of months bak when my friend Richa told me that- We are soo gonna miss these college days. I completely disagreed with her.....but u know wat I take that bak. Cos i do now. So when i get to go to college on Fridays after work I just get super enthu and excited. If only I cud turn bak time. And u know wat I hav realised that I did make friends. Even with my serious trust issues i had I manged to make sum good friends....

I just saw Delhi 6 today and I just wanna say that the movie sux Bigtime!! Other than Rehman's music nuthin in the movie is worth watchin. I saw this movie - He's just not that into you on Valentines day. And the place was filled with single women so Cheers to all the single women out there, cos we don't need a guy to celebrate Valentines day anymore. Now cumin bak to the movie-It was a complete chik flick (which is why I luved it) and had gr8 insights on how men think. So here are couple of things from the movie that I think I shud keep in mind -

1. You are not the exception you are the rule.....if u r wonderin wat this means I'll explain it with an example. Now if u hav met a guy who's been a typical Bad boy all is life and cheated on women but u think he's gonna change himself for me. We'll wake up women cos thats soo not gonna happen. If he didn't change all this time he's not gonna change now for u cos tumhare koi parr nahi lage hai aur na hi tum koi hoor pari ho..

2. If a guy acts like he doesn't give a crap about you he ACTUALLY doesn't give a crap about you. We women always try to over analyze things and justify why a man must have behaved like a Jack Ass. We cum up with various excuses in our head- he must have had bad day, he's just very temperamental, he's stressed because of work, blah blahh....We just don't wanna except it that the guy doesn't like us as much as we like him and maybe we shud just let it be.

3. Last but not the least- Never give up hope cos one day u will met that guy who'll make your toes curl

I know the last one sounds soooooooo corny and girly but then i am super corny and girly and i am not gonna deny it.

P.S- Lately I hav been attracting a lota weirdos, seriously man where the hell have the decent men disappeared, its been ages since my manfast got over .....