A friend of mine asked me a couple of months back If I was HAPPY, I lied and I said I was. 3 months later I look at my life today and honestly I AM HAPPY (touchwood.....I hope I din't jinx it). I am away from my family and there isn't a single day when I don't miss my baby Guddu but other than that - I finally have a job I luv, I finally will be able to travel like I always wanted and I am fortunate to be surrounded with people who care. When I took the decision of leavin home I didn't realize it would be that difficult cos trust me if I had I wouldn't have done this ever.....I can't tell u how many times I regretted my decision in the 1st couple of months, but sumthing inside me just kept sayin hold on longer things will get better. Its sooo difficult start a life from scratch in a country where u have no friends and specially when u have very minimal amount of money. I just kept sayin to myself that if u can do this u can do anything. And now that I hav done it- its almost as if I need sumthing else to challenge me. But its time to stop rebellin and put down my weapons cos my parents will literally disown me if I do this again. I am super ambitious and I want to push myself harder but there comes a time in your life when u need accept that its important to have a personal life. The whole marriage thing is looming over my head and my parents send me pixs of guys so often its almost as if they are running a marriage bureau......lol! Am I ready to do this? I don't know...... I do know that I am shit scared. I just hope when the time cums I do this for myself as well and not just to make my parents happy.
One of my closest friends is gettin married and I cudn't be happier for her cos trust me if a year back sum1 had asked me who's the most unlikely to get married in the next 5 years-she'd be like amongst the 1st 2 people on my list. She's found the right person who cares for her and I am ecstatic cos good people deserve good things in life:) Oh god too much marriage talk , its almost as if that's all ur mid twenties are about.
Anyways this ones for my darling Nish who did wait to find her Perfect Guy.....
Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says "......that's her"
Cos he is some where out there:)
I had one the best days of my life yesterday thanx to the snow storm. Spent the entire day playin in the snow with my friends and we all got back home late and cooked dinner together. It was soooooooo awesome, I also managed to click gr8 pics of this park nearby wid my cell phone. Now I am not the one to brag but I have owned sum seriously crappy phones over the last couple of years so now that I can afford to buy myself a decent phone I got one wid a pretty good camera....ok wat the heck i'll brag a little I got myself the best camera phone that has ever been made with a 8.1 megapixel camera baby!!!!!!!! And its so awesome that I have gotten addicted to takin pics so much so that I think I shud start a photography blog cos my family and friends are kinda sick of seeing my pixs now, so I thot I'll bore the people who read my blog now ;)
Will post some pix soon gotta go now cos chai thandi ho rahi hai, till then chow people:)
P.S- Forgot to mention, guess who came knocking at our door again in the middle of the night ?
THE COPS, needless to say the whole "Luv Thy Neighbor" thing is not really happenin here;-0
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